You can't buy me moments.

I hate sunburns, that's what up. But I love the beach, I wouldn't trade the feeling of floating in the water for nightclubs or getting wasted. Although my last attempt on my birthday the water did tell me that it could be a bad idea and it was, I slept through my afternoon shift at work right under the camera so I wouldn't be claimed tardy by my boss is probably on the beach herself that day watching us from her phone (not quite possible but with this woman, she'd do anything to see me mess up and I wouldn't give her the satisfaction - positive thoughts Sarah!)

Anyway, It's been a great week for me spent way too much time with the kids and my siblings who endlessly bullied me the whole weekend from pushing me into the pool, drawing with the cake's icing on my face while sleeping but it was great fun, Sofia (who I'd like to think was named after me because she's a spitting image of me - That I have proof of haha.) told me "Zia, when I grow up I'm gonna look like you" Before I could let out a loving "awww baby, you're so sweet!" she interrupted with a huge sigh and a "kasi I'm so brown na, but I love swimming so I think I'll end up looking like you".

The part I appreciated the most was when she sang my currently most favorite song for me as her gift,  which I loved! Will upload that on youtube later. And that my brother who sadly wasn't with us on that amazing day spent an entire night chatting with me, he finally opened up to me - we're pretty close but not to the point were we talk about our dating life, not even crushes let alone boyfriends/girlfriends. I was so surprised while in the midst of teasing each other - we call each other NIGZ - as in nigger, which we both are, the only ones in the clan haha, even joked that when I have children they'd call him "uncle nigz!" anyway, he just bursted it out and talked about what he felt about this girl, that he's been wanting to shout out to the world but couldn't not because he was ashamed of what he felt but that he didn't know how to say it and that there never seemed a right time for it, everyone thinks this girl feels the same but then she's basically perpetually owned by everyone in the world and even have others lined up waiting (guess who related?). I jokingly but lovingly said "well I totally agree, aren't our pretty faces such a waste?" It wasn't about what he was talking about that I loved, it was that he told me these things that I've been so afraid to tell him which finally also made me open up to him although his response wasn't as supportive as mine "STILL??? SARAH!!!".

I already paid for that stupidity by getting my head banged onto my brother's back with my glasses on, people who wear glasses are the only ones who can understand how painful that could be.

Plenty things happened this week, memorables ones only thank god.

The staff surprised me after trying to piss me off on my worst day, which only made me cry harder when I saw the candles being lit...such a baby I know, but these are the moments money can't buy and i wouldn't trade them for the world:)

"With love, there are no rules. The heart decides and what it decides is all that really matters.”  Paulo Coelho - my newest boyfriend. hahaha.

carpe diem

xoxo


IDK WHAT HAPPENED TO MY POST LOL - WILL FIX THIS SOON .